you.. DECK-orated my life!

Still, the most wonderful feeling on earth is being in love and being loved! One might get her heart broken for million of times but satill chose to love inspite everything. That's how love is - it's magical. It's the most wonderful feeling and yet the most painful one. Nobody in this world can really hurt you, not even your worst enemy, but the one you love the most!!! But that's fine, LOVE WILL FIND A WAY.. there's always a chance.

Been hurt for several times now, had my heart broken by the ones i love many times already. Cried a river, but that's fine. You can never own someone, you can never have them forever (oopss, yeah, there are some and just have to say they are really lucky!) you can never force someone to love you back if they really cant. You can never ask them to continue loving you if the feeling is not there anymore. Its painful, you can feel like you are close to dying, but hey, tell you what, there's LIFE AFTER LOVE! Who knows the right guy might be coming out next. As they say "if you're happy with the wrong ones what more with the right one".

I guess there is a pattern in my love life - someone will come, love me and after sometime leave me. But guess what?! WALA AKONG KADALA-DALA! When it comes to love i still give my all.. Sabi nga ng friend ko (k'eric) "sabihin mo sa taong mahal mo, paiyakin ka ha.. kasi gustong gusto mo un eh, ung umiiyak ka..". I dont know why, what's wrong with me that im always being left behind! (ouch! that hurts)

As i've said, "wala akong kadala-dala". IM IN LOVE AGAIN!!! He always makes me feel im special and cared off. He actually has all the qualities im looking for in a guy - possesive, caring and sweet plus a bonus - he's totally handsome! (na starstuck nga ko eh! haha) is this my prize from God for being a good girl? nah, i think not, its more that a prize, its a JACKPOT! (hahah)

Met my special someone in Libis, like me he is an LPET trainee for etelecare that time. He is from the other class, the classroom next to ours, and fortunately their room is in the pantry. Good thing coz' i always have the reason to eneter their room and take a look at him (para-paraan) then and there it started. One day, they joined our class, its a good thing they did because i was able to get some tidbits about him (stalker?!!!). Whenever he passes by, i follow him and luckily was able to hide before i get caught. (ehehe). So to cut the long story short, we became textmates and we go out once in a while.. He calls me butiki and i call him langaw (never mind the story behind that) so to speak, be became LOVERS!! (hahaha, yes he's my boyfriend now!)

It's too early to say this but yes i love him so much and he feels the same way too..! (SOBRANG swerte!). Never did i imagine that there is a possibility that he will love me. He's like a celebrity. Facing the cameras and getting along with other celebrities is a usual thing for him. And its like im just a fan! In fact when were together i look like a PA! (hahah! that's for real) but the hell i care.. basta mahal nia ko ayos na haha!

I dont know what did i do to deserve someone like him. He really loves me and thats all i care for. We never ran out of stories to tell and jokes to laugh with (kahit corny). When were together we always have a difficult time saying goodbye. Sabi nga nya "kung hindi lang busy everyday na tayo magkasama" (sana nga). Kahit kakahiwalay lang namin super miss ko agad xa!!! (adik ba ko?!)

Bottom line?!! hahaha... There's always a rainbow after the rain and sunshine after the storm hahaha! He walked on my life right on time! Sarap pa rin magmahal!

Oh you.. DECK-orated my life created a world where dreams are apart. you deck-orated my life by painting your love, all over my heart... you DECK-orated my life..

Hon, i just want you to know, im adict - im a-DECK-ted to you!!! hahaha..

i found a very special love in you - hon..

i never believed in love

i was deceived by love

i never had much luck with loves before

and i could not complete

i seemed just part of the street

to be walked on by everyone but then

then, i found a very speacial love in you

its a feeling thats so totally new

over and over, it burning inside

i found a very special love in you

and it almost breaks me in two

squeezing me tighter

but im never gonna let go

you're not like the rest

i know you're one of the best

you give more than you should and take

take nothing in return

stay always with me

and i always will be

the one person that you can count

on always to love you

while sitting in a swivel chair

The University student council elections in Polytechnic University of the Philippines (PUP) are getting near. The campaigning already started. Posters, tarpaulins, banners and leaflets bearing the names of candidates are scattered everywhere. Every hue that represents the name of the party is highly seen. Yellow for Kilos! Party, Red for SAMASA, and Orange for ASAP!

Anu nga ba ang meron sa mga kulay na bumabalot sa unibersidad naming tuwing eleksyon?

Kung iisipin mo bakit ba dilaw ang Kilos! In color-psychology, yellow represents hope, support, warmness, joy and happiness and it is also the most attention-getting color. Hmmm, makes me think of the reason why Kilos! chose yellow as their party’s color. It is because they just want the students to get their attention, read their platforms and get to know their candidates? Or is it because they want to give the students hope that they can still change the putrid system of the student council in the university, that will eventually give the students happiness and joy?

Red on the other hand, is a bright color that evokes strong emotions, also it is associated with love and warmth but it is also considered an intense, or even angry, color that creates feelings of excitement or intensity. Now let me think. Kaya nga ba pula ang SAMASA Party ay dahil mahal nila ang sintang paaralan at gusto nila itong paglingkuran? Sa kabilang banda, ang kulay pula kaya ang dahilan kung bakit sa tuwing makikita sila sa harap ng pop eye ay ramdam na ramdam ang presensya ng galit sa kanila? Hmmm????

Ang kulay orange ang pinaka bago sa PUP. And the color orange represents the ASAP Party. Kung iisipin mo nakakatawa nga eh, kasi pag pinag-halo mo ang kulay pula at dilaw, orange ang lalabas. Ibig bang sabihin nito ay sila nag mamamagitan sa pula at sa dilaw? According to color-psychology because orange is the combination of the two colors – red and yellow, it shares some common attributes with those colors. Orange is less intensified unlike red because it is calmed by the cheerfulness of yellow. The color orange has also become the color symbolizing opposition around the world. Hay, naguluhan tuloy ako! Kaya ba orange ang ASAP e dahil gusto nila mamagitan sa Kilos! at SAMASA? O nabuo sila dahil sa parehas nilang ayaw ang sistema na gustong ipatupad ng Kilos! at SAMASA? Kung ang kulay orange ay nasa pagitan lamang ng dalawang kulay, ibig bang sabihin nito walang sariling disposisyon ito?

Yellow. Red. Orange.

Kilos! SAMASA at ASAP?

In the coming election, who would prove to be the toughest? Who will get the sympathy of their co-students? Who can serve better? Whose color will shine in the university? The questions will remain hanging until the judgment day!

colgate model

meet lilibeth "betchai" javines..

the new colgate model..

i love your smile
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PDA Grand Dream Night

December 16, 2006 has been marked as the graduation day of the scholars in the Pinoy Dream Academy, six promising singers marched inside the Araneta Coliseum with all their fans screaming for them, and of course, I’m one of them!

I’m one of those fanatics who watched the show from start to end, I’m not a couch potato, I’m not fond of watching television but I would spend 30 minutes in front of the television without standing until the PDA ended. There are even times when I’m so tired and sleepy but I can’t go to bed because I can’t afford to sacrifice even one episode. I’m so hooked with the program and so in love RJ and Yeng. (sobrang cute nila lalo na pag naglalambingan!) I’m also one of those macaRONNIEan, who would not want a guy so good-looking as him.

I’m so lucky to grab a ticket of the Pinoy Dream Academy Grand Dream Night at the Araneta Coliseum and take note it’s on the Lower Box!

Screaming for the Ronnie and Yeng made me really crazy and when I saw RJ performed his song “Miss Kita Pag Tuesday”, my gosh I almost lost my voice as I shout for him!

At the middle of the show, a text message from my housemate appeared in my phone and it reads “Ate Lheng, Hayup! Kitang kita ka sa tv hehe”, amazed with what I read I showed it to my friends and it made me more excited and energized!

Soon, the winners were announced, my heart felt sad when Ronnie was awarded 2nd runner up. But hope is still there, Yeng is still on the game. And when finally, she was declared as the Grand Champion another jump and scream came out of me, she deserves it!

The show was up, so to fully satisfy my self together with some of my friends I went near the stage at took a closer look at my idols, and it was a success!

melancholy

While we were eating dinner last last night the radio played the song “Dance with my Father Again”, I suddenly missed my father who is working abroad. I felt sadness rushed in my senses.

I went home, took a shower, and then went to my bed. I had a fight with my mother that morning and remembering that added to my depression. So, I took my phone and sent my parents a message.

Lheng: Hello papa, mustah? Miss na miss ko na po kayo, ingat kayo lagi and I Love You! God Bless!

Papa: Bunso, bakit ngayon mo lang ako tinext? Ok naman ako, alagaan mo sarili mo. God Bless..

Lheng: Ma, Sorry… I Love You… Goodnight and Godbless…

The morning after…

Mama: Salita ng salita si freety (my niece) ng ashtie hinahanap ka uwi ka na daw

Lheng: Sige ma uwi ako.

The rest of the day was not that cheerful. Lungkot lungkutan pa din ako…

So to cheer me up, kuya Jhaecii, Julie, Ace, Shiela, kuya Brian and I went to the mall and had fun at the videoke…

9:30 pm na! Had to get my way to our home…

It was already 11:30 pm when I arrived home, then I opened the door and saw my niece, she stares at me, that was something new. I usually received a smile, a kiss and a hug from her.

Mama: may sakit sya eh…

Hay… akala ko pa naman sasaya nako but I was wrong, lalo ako na sad… So , I just went to bed, I know that when I wake up I would just feel the same…

December 13, 2006

6:00 am, my phone alarmed, this is another day and just as I thought, hay sad pa din ako!!!

Youth Camp at Lemery, Batangas

I was in Lemery, Batangas last December 8-10, 2006. I attended a Ledership Youth Camp. This time i'm not a facilitator and it was the first, secretariat naman ang drama ko ngayon.

Here are some of my pictures .